I know, I know...

I know that lately I have become really boring. Mostly I am silent, and then when I occasionally speak I am moaning and groaning and complaining. I am in one of the most interesting cities of the world  and I have hardly put up any interesting photos or shared my explorations...

I know I have not been fun lately. Promise guys henceforth posts will be more frequent and more lively and fun, and no moaning, okay less moaning.

Except for not finding the proper job, life is good. Stress and tension of shifting to London and husband starting his new job is over and done with, he is thankfully enjoying his work, exploring London regularly, reading lovely books, meeting interesting people, experiments with food and cooking going on. Decorating the house is 90% over, just lacks some wall hangings. From the new year we have promised ourselves that we will start travelling, come what may.

Better posts coming up soon!

Conversations with the self...

What am I in search of?
Is it work?
Just work?
No I don't think so...
I am in search of myself...
In search of the work that makes me...
Can work make me?
Yes, for me, it does...
I am certainly a lot of the work that I do...
I am me to myself because of the work I do...
So what about my relationships?
They are important, no very important...
I can gladly walk bare foot on hot coals for them...
But what I have realised is that my relationship with myself is
Through the work I do...
Am I limiting myself?
Is my definition of my self narrow?
Too work based?
Maybe, maybe not....
All I know work makes me happy, fulfilled and satisfied...
It gives my life a shape, a purpose and a direction...
Without it I feel all lost...
Like a boat, adrift in the sea...