Sit and stare...

You must be wondering where I have disappeared. Oh well I have not gone anywhere, right here, but it seems the blogger in me is taking a break. A rather long break actually. I just don't find anything to write anymore. It seems like I have said all that I wanted to, the last fews years I have wrote a lot here and now I am tired. Now I just want to curl up and let the world go its own merry way. Before I felt as if I am part of the world and if I do not say my share, then no one would hear me and what a great loss that would be, both to me and to the world. I may be faceless, a part of the crowd but I was certainly not voiceless. I wanted to tell and I wanted to be heard, or rather read.

But over the last couple of months, an apathy has gripped me and I want to sit and stare at the world as it passes me by. Maybe in my passivity I am storing the stories to tell them later, I don't know. Nothing seems clear, all I know is that I would like to sit and stare!